Thursday, 21 October 2010

red wine

Photo: David Hamilton

Wednesday, 20 October 2010

Tuesday, 19 October 2010

a normal day

Have we now reached the same wall we have
stared in to so many times before?

Maybe you're happy to see me, but your smile
bares a secret; mocking, revenge..
You then realise that I'm not a high priority in
your life right now, and build up a mure between

You don't kiss me, don't give me any affection, and
I try to be brave, but break and put on my icecold,
hard, and judging mask.
And here I am again, I don't know if I should be devestated,
worried, or calm.

I'm paralyzed by my powerlessness,
and they say that to not be in control is supposed to be
something liberating.


You said you would call later, so I turned my phone back on
(which I turned off this morning to prevent my heart from

Monday, 18 October 2010

a silly lovesong

i thought too much about what I need
so I forgot what You need
and still I complainafter the most loving weeks i have ever experienced
and now i am scared that you might close yourself in
shut me out
as you usually do when i am being stupid

i love you so much
please, don't give up on me

Friday, 1 October 2010

in my drunken state

..i think of ice and knives.
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