Tuesday, 19 October 2010

a normal day

Have we now reached the same wall we have
stared in to so many times before?

Maybe you're happy to see me, but your smile
bares a secret; mocking, revenge..
You then realise that I'm not a high priority in
your life right now, and build up a mure between

You don't kiss me, don't give me any affection, and
I try to be brave, but break and put on my icecold,
hard, and judging mask.
And here I am again, I don't know if I should be devestated,
worried, or calm.

I'm paralyzed by my powerlessness,
and they say that to not be in control is supposed to be
something liberating.


You said you would call later, so I turned my phone back on
(which I turned off this morning to prevent my heart from

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