Sunday, 2 January 2011


"I don't want to leave you."
I don't want you to leave me either.

It's hard to accept loneliness when you don't choose it yourself;
being lonely and feeling lonely are two different things.

Thom threw snow at my camera today.
Silly him. I got very angry, yes. But it passed.
We bought traintickets to the airport and went for coffee and dinner.
We had a conversation about the differences about being and feeling lonely,
and I realised that I can't handle it. Feeling lonely I mean.
And the worst part is that I don't even know why I feel that way.
I'm in a very confused period at the moment, and I don't trust people or myself.

Maybe I just need to concentrate more on my own personal preferences and accept
the fact that I'm different from all of my friends.
That I'm not a social person, that I'm content with just sitting at home developing
photography ideas.

I should try it and see what happens.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

im soooo agree with you!!

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