Tuesday, 9 August 2011

"Friends"

It's time for some severe bridge burning.
I am DEAD tired of having to think about others before myself - it will all end now. It always seems ok for others to go about their business and do what they need to do, even if it means to sacrifice some social time. But not for me. I seem to be the shittiest friend if I do that.

It is true that I have not been very social for the last year, but I have a few GOOD reasons for that:
- University. Enough said really. It takes TIME. Especially if you're serious about it.
- No money. I lived off a student loan which I had to pay tuition fees, rent, bills and food with. I lived off my credit card for a while because I didn't have any money. I had to borrow a lot of money from my family to be able to survive, until I got a job.
- I work all the time to be able to survive.
- I have personal projects I need to sort out, because, it's what I do! Photography is my passion and it's what I love for.
And people get annoyed because I can't go out every week, or be around all the time. I prioritize my work because I plan on living off it in the future.

But I'm always there if people need to talk. I listen and I try to help. And I put off as much time as I can and have the energy to. And still people pester me about it.
I really don't have any energy left... I'm going to do what I want and need to, and I hope that people will start to understand that I don't do it to be mean, I do it because I have to and because I want to.


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