Friday, 21 October 2011

blah

i am completely exhausted.
i haven't had the time to take care of myself in so long.
all of my projects and essays seems to be going nowhere.
i am trapped in a weird state of mind and i can't seem to get out.
i hate my job.
i have become one of those people who only works for the money because i need it
so that i will be able to do what i love and yet comes out feeling nothing.
i am exhausted and frustrated and empty.

i want so bad to keep up to all the standards i've set up for myself and others,
but it seems to just bite me in the butt.
and it angers me that i overwork myself and still don't feel the satisfaction that i need and want.

RANT! RANT! RANT! RANT! RANT!

nothing but ranting. and crying. and screaming. and self-pity.
pathetic, that's what it is.

urgh.

when is life ever going to run smooth, only for a while? enough for me to pick myself up again...

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I can relate to this...

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